Well, let's just say this is the worst Halloween I have ever had. Not in Stardoll. In real life.
I invited all my closest friends to a Halloween party at my house, and got warm responses filled with exclamation points and heartfelt messages.
Little did I know that a girl who hates me for some unknown reason invited the exact same people to her own party. And, oh , she "forgot" to invite me.
All my friends were torn between me or her.
At lunch was a crazy debate. She ended up drawing the line to my friends.
They had better go to her party, or they wouldn't be friends anymore, she said.
I felt alone.
I didn't want to be a b**** who makes her friends choose, so I said that it was fine.
I'll invite other people. And I did, in exactly 3 hours, there is going to be one great party at my place.
It just won't be the same as if my closest friends were there.
I cried myself to sleep last night, thinking that all my friends hated me and chose her over me.
When I asked them today, they all were shocked. They wanted me at the party, they said. Its just that she (the mean girl) would get so mad and scary. Its true, I've seen her get mad.
So, I slapped myself inwardly, squeezed my tears and told myself "Its just Halloween. Why am I making a big deal?"
Then I remembered: I felt as though my friends had not just left me out of Halloween plans, but out of everything.
I was alone.
Now I am going to have to get ready for a party at my house, and I need your support, whoever you are.
I just need someone to remind me that I can still be friends with the people I love, and not worry about a backstabbing b****.
Wish me luck. Tomorrow at school will. Be. Hell.
xoxo, a person in need of some new friends